ARRRGGGGGHHHH, this is how I feel right now. Its like my mind is foggy, I don't know what's going on around me, and I am just so tired. I have been feeling like this for a minute, I want to feel normal again.
I figured it out though. My blah spells come once a month and they usually last about a two week period. This feeling that I feel now, this blahness, has to do with my hormones. Think about it ladies, most of PMS the week before our cycle, then our cycle finally comes, and then there is the week after. I PMS the week before my cycle and then my cycle comes. During this two week period, I am angry for no reason, I cry just because, restless night, and to top it all off I am horny as hell. Its almost like my own personal recipe for disaster. So if you think about it, I only have two weeks a months where I am normal. I feel bad for those ladies who PMS before and after, that means only one good week a month for them.
I'm on Day 4 of Week 1 of this two week hormonal roller coaster. Today is Wednesday which means I am only on liquids today due to the fast that I am currently on. But right about now, I want to say fuck this fast, get me a spicy BBQ link sandwich right now. LOL......